ex-Bane, Reach The Sky bassist Brendan Maguire dies

"I lost one of my best friends last night and I have no idea what to do or think. All I know is that I wanted more time on this earth with him. I don't think that's selfish to not want to give him up, I love him that much and I love his family which he made me a part of. I don't know what to say or do because he was always there. He was just always there, now he's not, and I don't know what to do. I'm going to miss my friend more than I think he would ever know and it's only day one without him. I just don't know what to do until I see him again. I'm so fucking lost."