I'm gay. Deeply closeted. I'm as l sexually attracted to men but I've been hiding it my entire life.
Hardcore music drew me in because of the masculine energy that honestly makes me horny. And the toughness gives me that level of deniability of my sexuality.
When I saw Bane and dogpiled on the mic for Can We Start Again that was basically the most I've ever touched other men and it felt really good. I felt at home.
I don't know why I'm posting this, just venting. I'm embarrassed about my sexuality even when acceptance is at an all time high. So I come here and post racist and trolling comments to distract me from the misery that is my life. I don't even know if I like the music anymore.
I'm gay. Deeply closeted. I'm as l sexually attracted to men but I've been hiding it my entire life. Hardcore music drew me in because of the masculine energy that honestly makes me horny. And the toughness gives me that level of deniability of my sexuality. When I saw Bane and dogpiled on the mic for Can We Start Again that was basically the most I've ever touched other men and it felt really good. I felt at home. I don't know why I'm posting this, just venting. I'm embarrassed about my sexuality even when acceptance is at an all time high. So I come here and post racist and trolling comments to distract me from the misery that is my life. I don't even know if I like the music anymore.