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XSHAT_CREWX 6 days ago

i have a girl

XSHAT_CREWX 6 days ago

hard


my gf walked in on me on pornhub with a bag of meth

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

oh that middle one, dee

i probably couldve hooked up with her but shes troubled, not an addict but came around our "sober bar"

she still reaches out to me and calls me, i was already hooked up with the girl im with and i just got a bad vibe

as much of an jerk i am, i am loyal and i can turn down girls and have several times over the past year, ill be honest i kind of became a big deal and was in the spotlight around here

people would talk about me like (what, are you kidding? im a bum, a nobody, but i became this poster boy for recovery and everyone wanted for me to "sponsor them" people were telling me i changed their lives with how i spoke, they ould go to meetings just to hear me speak.... im like really

so yeah the attention from the females came too, especially since i sobered up i got into heman shape and dressed really well (well you guys think im gay as fck but the girls loved it)

but i waited, i didnt get distracted, and yeah i guess that one is attractive all the other guys say so


but i like mine

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

we need more trumpets

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

i remember when hardcore shows were scary, and i liked making them scary

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

he was talking me into doing my clothing line and fcking everyone will rep it, im talking dms, im talkin ctyc, im talking all them guys that are edge in the hc scene still

you guys have no idea what im working on

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

i had em too


i can get it all back but for now i need to figure shit out i fell off

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

here's buddy wearing xx socks i designed lol

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

ill be spending time in detroit a bit with my boy once i deal with a few legal issues

im going back to straight edge though

i fcked up

wheres the cheese grater


this was my job, a sober bar with a sober clothing line

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

i havent met buddy yet i cant cross the border, i still have legal issues

but im really diggin his shit and hes a buddy of my good friend

i need something like this, to spit on a beat with someone decent


i tried to become this good guy in town, i was a "poster boy of recovery"

nobody though i could

its time to move on to other ventures

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

hes actually pretty sick though

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

i tried to be a goodie goodie, it wasnt working

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

this is ctyc cold as life detroit crew

and i think about to be back on my bullshit

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

scroll down carve

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

if you want a sick rapper he's in that first pic

dave is gonna get me on a track with him

ill probably end up on a track with slaine and dms eventually

lol

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

i just wanna post about friendship
real friends

i did make a few

this guy is my little brother

and i love him like one

i fcked up but well i did make some friends some good ones

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

i think im going dms, i cant be this "good boy" anymore

i definitely cant drink and going edge
i hate myself right now

me and my boy are just gonna do the hardcore thing around here,

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

shes much better than that

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

too much, like not even fun anymore amounts

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

I don want to drink, honestly

but it has me

i let it take me down and now im just letting it consume me

because of guilt, shame, familiarity

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

carveyournamein 6/5/2019 6:39:16 AM
It's weird, I know, but when I have the urge to drink, I just choose to not do it.


a relapse happens long before you pick up the first drink


its mental, emotional

its being in a fcked up state that you want to make go away


i was fcked up and disconnected and people saw it coming

it was only a matter of when not if

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

and this gem, i ruined her life


i doubt she'll come back to me

her family or others will "rescue her"

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

pretty much everyone here except maybe one are off to the races and ruining their lives, you try to create a coffee shop that caters to addicts and a clothing line and it will ruin you....

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

lol

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

i tried but i had to stay sober

and i couldnt anymore

XSHAT_CREWX 10 days ago

I did a year
I was a part of a local clothing line
I was sort of "the man" around here
i got plenty of attention
got me a girlfriend

and well

i ruined us
we smoked a shitload of meth and crack and drank a ton
shes in the psych ward or detox right now

im no longer a part of the job i was involved with because it was sobriety and recovery based


so i guess its back to arguing with d0thack and trind?

XSHAT_CREWX 13 days ago

Just because

XSHAT_CREWX 15 days ago

Time to quit some things

Probably start with jobs, obligations, responsibilities and relationships

XSHAT_CREWX 17 days ago

Where you can post anything you like!

XSHAT_CREWX 17 days ago

say it aint so

XSHAT_CREWX 17 days ago

- those fake lips candies
- any sort of helmet
- stilts
- platform shoes
- binoculars
- a rubix cube spraypainted all white
- delicious, delicious sand

XSHAT_CREWX 17 days ago

this has inspired a thread, here it comes...

XSHAT_CREWX 17 days ago

i'd like to think not

XSHAT_CREWX 17 days ago

but then i might get too horny so i duno

XSHAT_CREWX 17 days ago

it will only create more shats and trinds

XSHAT_CREWX 18 days ago

just bein a friend and lettin ya know

XSHAT_CREWX 18 days ago

celine - james franco
me - tom hardy
belmont - wes anderson
the ocean - michael pitt
webmaster - steve zahn
d0thack - the guy who played stevie janowski on eastbound
magdalen - lauren fincher
lauren fincher - magdalene
tima - melissa mccarthy
ambernesto - giovanni ribisci
carve - jonah hill
zordy - the kid who played mclovin
bullethead - john malkovich

XSHAT_CREWX 18 days ago

Shat/ckk

XSHAT_CREWX 19 days ago

my role will be tom hardy and it will be just him reprising his role in legend where one part of me is a mentally unstable gay guy and the other is well somewhat better well dressed gentlemanly gangster

XSHAT_CREWX 19 days ago

carve

XSHAT_CREWX 19 days ago

zordy will be played by david arquette

XSHAT_CREWX 19 days ago

because what i see from you on here is a sedentary lifestyle, poor diet, lack of testosterone, moodiness, acting like a female on pms, your hormones are fcked, low self confidence, etc.

exercise, eat better,a bunch of shit you can do

your t-levels are drastically low you exhibit classic signs of low t-level behavior

excessive drinking and alcoholism tends to lower those levels even more and long term alcoholism will stop you from producing certain chemicals at all so you become reliant on it to feel good.

its a long hard road but you need to change the way your body and mind work

XSHAT_CREWX 19 days ago

1. you need more than rehab
2. the drugs and alcohol is not the problem you are the problem, the alcohol is just a byproduct of a more deep rooted issue(s)
3. you need to probably work a 12 step or something
4. you need to work on yourself, fix your head, fix your life, etc. then you'll no longer feel the need to drink, you basically need to rewire your fcking brain.
5. first off you need to stop people pleaseing, seeking validation and self seeking through girlfriends, peoples approval you need to feel good about yourself from within
6. exercise, eat a non fish stick diet, try to get off any psychoactive medication, proper sleep, nutrition, routine, exercise, and seeing how you behave possibly look into bossting your testosterone through those activities or if needed testosterone therapy (go see your doctro not your shrink)

XSHAT_CREWX 20 days ago

that could be us

XSHAT_CREWX 21 days ago

No, ur onimos, ok?

XSHAT_CREWX 21 days ago

I think this'll do

XSHAT_CREWX 21 days ago

If I go to Poland, and I catch a train to Sweden you wanna hang out, show me around, show me some Viking shit?

XSHAT_CREWX 21 days ago

*looks into crystal ball*

20000 posts by July

XSHAT_CREWX 22 days ago

i loled

XSHAT_CREWX 22 days ago

No


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