I think I might start doing this

Why?

I'm going to crash my car into it

Lol

I don't need a lot of space. And I want to cut off from "the grid." A van seems reasonable

Why don't you just buy a nice small cabin.. then you can take a shower

Unless you don't want to you greasy f*ck

There's free showers in the harbor

You can also get a quick bath in any public restroom. Just go to a flea market and use theirs.

I have a feeling Belmont is going to off himself

I thought the same.

He probably just did

I'm not suicidal anymore. A couple years ago I was about to. I'm medicated now though. And I'm doing my microdosing of mushrooms. And writing everyday which gives me a weird sense of purpose.

I hardly drink anymore too. That was probably part of the problem too

not a lot of room for my drums in a van